Finding My way
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Hello all,
I am requesting prayers for myself. I need help on keeping my faith in check. I had to struggle, but I am at the right door now, I am not going to turn back. Each day with more prayers I know my faith in God will get stronger. I believe that God will heal and spare me. I never want to have a second thought or question that God will not be there for me and heal me. I also need to keep the devil away and out of my thoughts.
I have advanced cervical cancer that has spread to all my Lymph nodes and I was not given much time to live by the doctors. But I do not believe that. I believe that God has a bigger plan for me and he will bless me and keep me well for many more years to come. I know I can do good and that I am now looking at the world in a differnent way. I was never a bad person, but I guess I was caught up in the everyday things and did not really appriciate my life and what I had, until I was told I was going to loose it. I have a wonderful daughter, son-in-law, a new grandson and a new grandchild on the way. I have so many special people in my life that I did not realize how much I loved and cared about them and they me until I became sick. I am thankful everyday for the people that have been helping me through and praying for me since this past November. My cousin Linda who is always there to help so many people, not just me, sent me to Carolyn's story and web site. They are both an inspriation to me.
So, please say a prayer of thanks for my supportive family and friends and a special prayer that will keep me on this good road of faith and the road to recovery. I think God is Awsome too!